Celebrating, traveling, and a book about advocacy

George and me on our wedding day
1965

Moving Forward and Celebrating

Someone once wrote that at a certain point, a person stops trying to hide their age, and begins boasting about it.

This year is the turning point, for me. This month, I will turn 70.  Later in the year will be our 50th anniversary.  Here's my post about  our 49th anniversary, last year.

George and I are doing some serious traveling this year.  We aren't exactly "adventure" travelers.  I could illustrate our upcoming  trips with a picture of the Eiffel Tower and Big Ben.  Sorry if you were expecting that we were planning visits to the uplands of Borneo ;-)

Standard fare as it might be, we will be traveling.  These are big trips for us.  There will sometimes be weeks between blog posts.

I don't plan to try to keep the blog going while I am out of town. To some extent, I am still re-adjusting to Vermont Yankee closing.  I will be glad to visit the Eiffel Tower without worrying about Vermont Yankee or my blog. That's my plan, for sure.

Other family events are also happening this year.  For example, for many years, we have not visited with the man who was Best Man at our wedding.  We spent yesterday with him and his wife! Another event: a big family visit in the near future, complete with attending a Broadway show.  In March, I took a trip to Arizona to visit an elderly relative. Lots of personal travel.

We're not rich, but we are re-arranging our priorities, in order to see people that we love, and enjoy ourselves while we still can.

Moving Forward and Writing

From Wikipedia
 photo by Benh

I love this blog, but it just hasn't been the same to me since the plant closed.  Instead of concentrating on the blog, I am starting a big project, a book project.  I have experienced a lot and learned a lot in the past few years, and I want to share my knowledge.

For me, writing is fairly easy.  (If writing weren't easy for me, I wouldn't have a blog.) A book is different, though. A book is hard. Organizing a book, deciding on the theme, setting up the chapters, getting endorsements for it, deciding on whether to self-publish or seek a publisher: this stuff is all hard.  

I'm working on it now.  I will probably publish through my little company Carnot Communications, the same way my husband and I published Voices for Vermont Yankee. (paperback edition here) I will do it this way because I want the book to be available quickly.  Also, the book may not have a big enough potential market to interest a main-stream publisher.

I have a working title.  Campaigning for clean air: secrets of pro-nuclear advocacy and community. 

I hope for a good summer, with travel, family, friends and a Work In Progress (the book).

Moving Forward

I move forward with hope, and with gratitude. Gratitude for my husband, for my family, for my health, for my readers.   I am grateful to G-d.  I am grateful for the love and support of so many people.

And next---the Eiffel Tower!

Summertime and Truth: Reading about Courage and about Quebec

My Internet Goes Down

We changed Internet providers.  Such a change is never particularly easy, and the family was offline for about a week during the transition.

During this time, I still had my iPad that could connect to the cell network, so I kept up with my emails.  But I couldn't keep up with blogging or writing comments on other people's blogs or anything like that.  It was too awkward, and sometimes it just didn't work at all.  I stopped trying to do these things.

My Reading Goes Up

 My goodness. Who KNEW I would have so much free time in one week? This was actually a shocking revelation.  In one week,  I read two books. Neither book was about nuclear energy.

Survival

The first book was Deep Survival: Who Lives, Who Dies and Why, by Laurence Gonzales.  Gonzales describes fairly horrific situations.  In some cases, people chose high-risk activities: attempting a new route to a summit.  In other cases, people found themselves in high-risk situations: a small plane crashed in the Andes, and a young woman managed to walk back to civilization.  In either event, people found themselves where it would be easy to die, but not so easy to survive.

How did the survivors make it? What actions or traits did they have in common? Gonzales is very clear that even if someone does everything right, the person may die.  The forces against them may be just too great.  However, bearing that in mind, how did people survive?

Climber getting ready to rappel
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The survivors all assessed their situation realistically, but kept hope alive by making intermediate goals and achieving them. For example, the two climbers on the new route had an accident, and one of them suffered a broken leg.  With cooperation (lowering the broken-leg climber down, about fifty feet at a time) and intermediate goals, and frankly, with luck...they both made it off the mountain.

What struck me about this book was the emphasis on realism.  The people assess the situation accurately. They determine what can be achieved, and what cannot be achieved.  They decide what we can do, and when we have to reassess the situation.

And they worked as a team, if more than one person was in danger. Notice all the words "we" in the sentences above.

Life Raft
Air Force photo from Wikipedia

If one person helped another person, both were far more likely to survive.  The helper had more motivation to be clear-eyed. The person being helped was confident that though his own efforts might be limited, his efforts would be part of the plan. For example, on a life raft with five people, two survived by helping each other.

Note: Why two out of five? Two of the people on the raft started the trip drunk. They ended up drinking seawater, going mad, and jumping out of the life raft. One person was too badly injured to survive: she was injured as the original boat was sinking.  The two sober people in the raft helped each other and helped the badly injured person, and those two survived.

About Nuclear

I could not help but compare the clear-eyed realism of the survivors with the endless Fear Uncertainty and Doubt (FUD) being spread by nuclear opponents.  "This could happen, or maybe that could happen! Be very afraid!"  On one of my email lists, there is a quote from an anti-nuclear screed claiming a rise in radiation from uranium daughter products in fuel rods. They claim this rise could happen under some circumstances, and it would take place 1.2 million years from now.

I began to think that if people really buy into this FUD, their mental processes can get warped.  If you are worried about a radiation rise that might/maybe take place in 1.2 million years, are you seeing the world clearly? Will you look out for cars when you cross the street?  Will you be able to tolerate pain if you find you must walk down a mountain from a plane crash?

I began to think about anti-nuclear FUD as a bigger problem than whether or not nuclear energy continues in this country.  At this point,  I believe anti-nuclear FUD is a symptom of a world-view that simply cannot work for people.  That is another reason to fight FUD, but the battle may be bigger than I thought it was.

Sigh. Well, time for another book.

Quebec Mystery: How the Light Gets In

For a complete change of pace.  I also read Louise Penny's mystery novel: How the Light Gets In. This is the second-to-the latest of the Inspector Gamache novels.  The latest one has just been released: I expect the bookstore to call me any day that my book order has arrived.  (Yes, for Pete's sake.  I am not rich, but I often order hardbacks of Penny's novels.)

Penny's novels are set in the Eastern Townships of Quebec, the area just north of the Vermont border.  Her books have fascinating, intricate plots, and real characters who change over the course of the series. People fall in love, and fall out of love. Inspector Gamache makes brilliant deductions, and he makes serious mistakes.

Penny's writing is both clear and poetic.  She usually gives a talk in Vermont when her books are released, and I always go to hear it.  (To give you an idea of how her books are constructed, the title "How the Light Gets In" comes from Leonard Cohen's Anthem.)

Montreal near St. Louis Square
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The books are set mostly in southern Quebec, but some are set in other regions of Quebec Province, including Montreal. Without giving away the plots, I can tell you that one theme in the books is about the way the Cree were treated during the initial stages of the James Bay Project--building the Hydro Quebec dams. In the books, there are various dangerous ramifications to this James Bay theme.

Yes, Penny's books are "just" a set of mystery novels, but every now and again, it is good for me to read something from Quebec.  You see, in Vermont, the people against Vermont Yankee often praise the "clean hydropower we can get from Quebec."  Well, yes we can get it, except for the transmission constraints (and that is another blog post entirely).  But the Hydro Quebec power is also a story of pain and tears.  It's worth remembering that, even in the course of a mystery novel.

HydroQuebec Spillway

Back On-Line

I suppose it will be a while before I read another book, since I am back on-line now!

But I have resolved to take some time to read books in the future.  This off-line experience showed me the value of reading books and contemplating them in (relative) silence, without the chatter of the Internet.  One book helped me realize the value of clear thinking and courage. Another reconfirmed that I do not buy into the everything-is-so-rosy view of Quebec hydro power.

Clarity and contemplation.  I'm going to try it.